Insane talk.

One more week! ONE MORE WEEK!

I need to be strong! I should stop the emotion getting my wayyyy..

ONE MORE WEEK! ahhhhhh.......



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Different people, different life

I'm exhausted from everything.

How come both of are not on the same page?

Why is our life so different from each other?


='( a little hug will make my feelings go away.


and Damn you, EMOTION!

He says..

He once mentioned "preseverance and patience goes a long way".

=) I got myself a high distinction for my group assignment! (I'm showing off)

All those hard work,it will pay off on DEC!

I see you guys in a week time.

I feel loved <3

I miss all my friends back home dearly! It feel so good that you know everyone back home is waiting for you to be back home.

I feel loved... =)

Two months!

Your tiny little messages made my day!

Thank you, my friends.

last post before exams.

I ask myself. "WHY can people do their essay in TWO NIGHTS and I have to spend at least a week to do it?" WHYY?!?!

I am so jealous sometimes when i put so much effort on it but they would get the same marks like me or slightly lower than me... nyeh!

haha ok screw the marks! Most importantly, I learn. am I right? =D yea.. with that talk as if it will make me feel a lot better. hahaha..

I'll be finishing my uni life less than a month now. I just need a little push without any emotions getting my way. Two more weeks till my official study break. I can't wait. but first of all, I need to get all the assignments done!

another 500words for tonight should be not a problem for me, I hope. Then by next Tuesday, another 2,000words! Hope I'll get it down within by next Friday. :) tick tock tick tock..

No pics as I promised in my last post.so yes. BYE!

like..."apakan?!?"

The little inside of me is dying. Things change too quick. Sometimes I was not able to catch up and ended up getting emotionally hurt. I tried so hard to make it perfect (at least stay the same like before) but there is no point. No matter how hard you try, the others might not care. I am only a girl who tries to make things right. I do not have the effort to make the entire thing to work properly unless you willingly assist me. Sometimes, I needed your support so badly but instead you just stand and glaze at me with a distance.

Maybe you were right! I do need to be independent. But I am telling you right now, I do deserve to be loved and pampered once in a while. =)

Ok I am so going to buy that awesome jacket! hahahaha.. I do know how to make myself feel good. LOL

I had an awesome week of holiday!!!!! Upload pic soon! :)

I got Happy pills.

Lady Gaga~! *dancing*

Nyehhh!

Why do people starts to appreciate things when it is gone?!?! To me, I reach out whenever or whatever opportunity I have. Because I do not want to feel any regret in my life.I will use my fullest efforts that I have in me to make it work. But sometimes, trying too hard to achieve and still you get nothing in the end. and end up being unhappy too. .Eventually, I have to give up and search for something that worth my effort/time. Why bother anything if you are unhappy what you are doing anymore? But at least, You don't feel regret. Because you know you have tried or whatever it is. Most importantly, is being happy for who you are.

Don't let anyone tell you who you are (don't easily believe what other is saying)! Stand up for yourself. That's how a person stand out of the crowd.

Love.